New Year

He didn't even look at me last night, 

Just walked on by.

Like we were strangers, 

Like I was never in love with him. 

I wish I could say that he wasn't still handsome as ever,

But he is.

In 2008 my heart was his alone, 

This year I'm taking it back. 

I'm through with the circular thoughts

Of how it'd be f I was still his. 

It wasn't fair.

But what ever is?

I don't want to hand my heart over again.

But it is inevitable. 

Just next time, 

Handle with care.

To the year of better days.

Bedhead.